Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
11:52 PM

I’m writing this in school
and I’m so pissd cos the stupid
blogger didn’t show the diff fonts!!!!
Anyway I went to Jia Wei’s blog
and it was GAWDDAMN funny!!
It’s like he and my brothr, Janel and the others
had this stupid weird and damn funny
farting competition…of course
it was FAKE and all taken in diff shots!!
Cos they all in Animatn so
all of them were taught to
do that kinda stuff…
and Jia Wei made it like
my bro had farted off to space
but actually he just left the cam la~
Then they do till like Jia Wei also blsted off
And my bro had cum bck and
Had to go bck to gt him LOL guys^^.
I am so sained recently and I dun evn noe WHY
And I posted this comment
‘I wanna be a bitch but I’m just too nice’
And I SO regret the comment
Cos now it’s like a ‘FUCK YOU’ match
between me and Jeremy NOW,
almost like last time I was feeling bad
and complained online FB and
Jeremy made sme
STUPID AND INSENSITIVE comments and
I can’t get why he’s being SUCH a bastard
no wonder Bi broke him…
he just thinks of himself and OMFG!!
feel like punching his arse-face NOOOOOW!!!!
Buh-bye I soothe my angr~~

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, July 17, 2009
6:17 AM

Heng Yi Xin has won the
2009 Prime Minister Book Award.
I'd so much like to say,
"Congratulations Yi Xin",
sincerely, really, and feel so happy for her,
because she is a good friend I
have known for 6 years..

However, I can't.
I can't bring myself to admire this
girl, this so wonderful girl.
I can't make myself happy
for her....
Because, I am jealous.

Why can she do it?
MY passion is writing.
Why, however, is she the person?
Why? Why can't I
also have my moment of glory?
Why can't I succeed in what I love so?
Why have I risen so high in
that world, and
now dropped so hard
with nothing to cushion me is it that my
mother can only admire other mothers
for having such brilliant children,
and just have to
sigh at ME, her daughter
who should have
given her dream?
She doesn't say it out,
but I know that she is thinking,
Why do I have this girl as
my child?
How is it that I am so cursed?

I've always wanted to
be a famous writer.
And why don't I ever have the chance?
Why is it that
what I write is never what they want?
Why is it that she can get the award,
yet I've never been
acknowledged for my English before?

Why?

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, July 16, 2009
8:03 PM

In school now and Ms Heng
asking us to work in grps of 4
to constrct a CELL.
Wow. Cheers plz?
Anyway entire day I've been reading this story
that is SOSOSOOOOOO funny
and nice
and of course it is a CL luvv stry
and it is really really good.
And I think Sylvia is still sick
ME didn't see her today
at busstop....
我一份好心 go and call
to wen hou her and...
SHE NVR PICK UP....
heh..Nvm...
Anyway todae must stay
back do Guides PDP rehearsal...
Hmmm I want go hme!!!!

Byesss I'll be reading me book...
Ohyaaaas: REMIND MYSELF...
Must contact Dodo le...
That 死鬼 ah...
I nvr call him he dont call me....
DODO 你死定了...

Will you ever notice me...

6:56 AM

Today got the news that
SOMEBODY is sick
from the rain yesterday!!!
Plz get this rite:
I am NOT
xin zhai le huoing hor....
But anyway Syl said that
she'll sue me if she sick...
Ahahaha...
Sorry Sylvia...My fault...
Anyway today WenQi and Xinyu
got Mr Tan's pics from Andrea
[is yours truly ask her take LOL]
And then later WenQi show
Xinyu this pic of Fraser
and then Xinyu say she
wants cos can draw....Diao.
Anyway it's CONFIRMED...
Me will be going
to Kallang go watch IA3
with Crystal!!! WaHAHA....
Idiot Frank go and bully me today...
At library cafe ask him go help
me buy then he say dowan
cos he helping 3 ppl from his 1J clss..
How cld he abandon a 6I psn to
go help 1Jians!!!
Andden on bus 30 he say hi
then later call him and
he go dao me!!
So pissed... nvm Breathe~
Anyway kana yell byess...

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009
7:12 AM

Hmm you all dunno whether
got go see Nicole's blog la,
but then today Syl told me go check it out la,
and she changed LOTS?
Because she totally changed and
become like so diff. I
t's abit weirded
cos it's NICOLE nad if it
was like,
SYLVIA(haha) then wont be so O.o la,
but I mean Nicole was always kana bullied.
Emm..come to think of it I think that's why
she change so much.
Abit like JJ but I dun really noe abt her
like how much she change la...
Anyway my dad hong-ing alrdy so i gtg la,
anyway me com fixed le...
And today...haiz..
Today's rain like siao rite
and then me genius nvr bring umbrelly..
So, share wif Syl laaa...
And then it's like her
brelly damn tiny and so mostly covered her
[but not completely]
and cover half of me..
However I did manage to get both
sides wet with one side
wetter, and my hair like crazy la.
And then me and sylvia
both go to school entrance that time, we
looked totally crazy..
And summre we laffing like crazy and then
all the 'chrs look at us like
abit sianz and amused and
like LOL!!!!!!!!
And then go class
first psn to see me[Jubes]
was gaping and then
Edmunda saw me
also WAH.......
And Ms Q tell me go
toilet go dry meself...lll.=

Wet is sick.. Byess...

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, July 3, 2009
9:39 PM

I feel so muchee better...
Everyone's so nice to me!!!
All my frenz so kind offer me help..
EXCEPT! My family.
Hmmm now my Kor sulking cos
I dunwan lend him my earphones.
Come on la, like I so stupid idiot.
He spoiled like, 3 pairs of earphones and
two headphones....And
I still have my first pair, my original..
Which he's trying to borrow.
Fat hope larh, once I lend,
he 死都不会还我。
Anyway I also cannot type long la,
I sneak hre use com one haha...

Later got tuition...feel so bored...
Want die la, wahhzz...
Dun evn understand Eldwen Ong talking what
Perpendicular bisector...Must
go ask Tutor!!! (下定决心...)
Lollllll....I go eat lunch...

Byebye!!!

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, July 2, 2009
6:12 AM

I seriously feel so totally confused and stressed.
Have no idea what to do,
what to see what to say,
nothing nothing nothing!
I... I really tried so hard,
to turn over a new leaf. I really tried so hard,
to try out at being good,
to live up to standards.
But it's not working.
NO ONE, NOBODY believes me.
My friends, all say, Yeah right...
they don't believe me.
They are really disappointed in me.
My parents... They laff and scold me,
叫我不要再做梦了。
I am trying, I really am.
I am so confused, just wandering around everywhere.
Why am I writing this? I don't know.
People won't read. People won't offer comfort.
My friends don't even care to read this blog.
No one knows, no one cares. I'm not interesting,
I don't write funny and nice to read
like all my friends. I have no life,
what can I write about? Okay I am bitching... Sorry.
Anyway I planning to change la, lifestyle, look, what eva you want. New term, new try. BLAHBLAHBLAH. I dunno if I will follow up la. See first.

Will you ever notice me...